Monday, May 21, 2007

Lynn's In

A strange thing happened after I started writing regularly in the mornings: I began craving deep fried foods, didn't matter what kind; fish and chips, tempura, french fries. I would go through whole days not eating any veggies or fruit.

The other thing that happened was that I couldn't make myself go running anymore. Time wasn't so much the issue. Lack of sleep really wasn't the issue either. I just could not make myself go. It was as if all the willpower I had went into writing and praying, but that was it. Eating healthily? Exercising? No way.

So my small victory in exercising was that I called up Sarah and asked her if she would go running with me at lunch time, 2x a week, around Lake Merritt. It's good for me, my health, my friendship with Sarah. Good for me not to be so isolated, good to have a healthy interdependence. We've kept this up for over a month now, and the interesting thing is that I still cannot make myself go run without a friend. The only thing keeping me running is that I have to/get to meet Sarah.

All to say, I'm in on the WW wagon, but not sure of my specifics yet. I may give myself a wide berth, like make my daily point total 27 or 30 points - my main thing is to eat more healthily and stop using fried foods as a way to relax. Not spilling over the tops of my pants would be nice too.

4 comments:

Bora said...

Welcome, Lynn!

The writing life has wreaked havoc on healthy eating and exercise for me as well. I think you're right, it's not just about time or sleep, but how many things can receive our concerted attention at once. If you made me choose, I'd rather be fat and writing than skinny and not...but I'm hoping that it's not a complete either/or.

P.S. I was just noticing how you're SPILLING over the top of your jeans! please!

D said...

Welcome, Lynn!

My stomach is pouting... Not so satisfied by the 5/8 cup of cereal high-fiber O's, 1/4 of skim milk, snow peas, and water I've put in so far.

But this is all so I will no longer be spilling over my pants too. That's a perfect/vivid visual and experiential description.

Off to my WW lunch. I hate detox!
D

Lynn said...

Thanks for the warm welcomes. Yeah, I'm hoping it's not a complete either/or too. Here's hoping for some balance!

sharonhi said...

I don't know if I'd rather be painting and fat, but NOT painting and fat is two sides of a bad coin.

Here's to blogging and not painting.